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last week i spoke at church about how to live when the wheels fall off your life

i wasnt just speaking theory

i was speaking from experience

right now there are major areas of my life where i feel like i’m free falling

and the potential for fear and worry is immense

the word “afraid” could be very much part of my vocab

i’m afraid i dont know how to fix the problems

i’m afraid i dont know the right things to say

i’m afraid people are going to get hurt

i’m afraid that i’ll react wrongly and add to the mess

on top of that

i’m afraid my allergies control too much of my life

and that the space they take up is space and quality taken away from my husband and children

i’m afraid the time consuming treatment i’m having this term will muck me up more than help me

i’m afraid

 

 

but today i have a choice

to not be afraid

to be strong and courageous

to trust in God

to look at my life from His vantage point

to ask for wisdom and grace

to respond

to believe His promises and His words

 

Instead of letting difficulties draw me into being afraid

i choose to view them as setting the scene for God’s glorious intervention

 

He is my Healer

He is Wise

 

where does my help come from?  God, the maker of heaven and earth Psalm 121

"I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the Lord, which made heaven and earth. He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber." Psalm 121:1-3

 

today i cling to Him.  i put my hope in Him.  i pray.

and i am no longer afraid.

 

Five Minute Friday is a feature over at Lisa-Jo Bakers TALES FROM A GYPSY MAMA blog.  i first read about it on my friend Fee’s blog and thought it sounded fun!

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